fumbling
Last night I fell asleep on the couch. I thought I was trying to let Briggs get a head start on sleeping. It's been really hot here in Oakland the last few days and between my usual snoring and my inevitable sweatiness, I thought it'd be better to creep into bed once B was soundly asleep.

Then I reached that half-conscious state: I was awake enough to take off my glasses (and, later, to turn off the living-room light over my head) but not awake enough to pad back to the bedroom.

It may be just as well. Briggs had a rough night. We had a fan on in the bedroom and even though it wasn't pointing directly at the bed, Briggs woke up around four a.m. with a stiff neck. Actually, I woke up first, kinda stiff myself from sleeping on the couch, in my clothes (shorts and t-shirt), with no covers. I visited the bathroom, peeking in on the bedroom on the way and sensing that Briggs wasn't fully asleep. Then, back in the living room, I saw the eerie cathode-ray light emanating from my office and couldn't resist the lure.

Did anyone send me e-mail since 11:00 last night? I wondered. I sat down, bleary, at my PC and saw that, of course, last night's Nerdnosh installment had come through and, yes, a few insomniacs or other-time-zone-dwellers had in fact sent me some few vague messages. While thumbing through them (typing replies would make too much noise), I heard Briggs stirring on the other side of my office door.

I was seized with a panic! What would she say to me? Something like "What are you doing up?" or maybe some comment about loving the computer more than her! I tiptoed back to the couch, hastily got the spare sheet and comforter from the nearby rocking chair and bundled myself up nervously.

I heard B in the kitchen, fussing with the ibuprophen bottle. Then I heard the refrigerator door open and reflected light swam into the livingroom briefly. Then it seemed she went to bed, her stiff neck attended to.

This morning it was hotter than ever.

Briggs has headed off to work:

[the way to work]
Me, I'm trying to keep cool in the basement:

[view from my basement]
THE POSI-WEB

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